Day before holiday

I will be going to Lombok tomorrow. I have to be at the airport at 6, but now its 7 pm and i haven't even packed anything yet. still doing my job for some campus project.
         Just for your information. Lombok is one of the  most beautiful place in Indonesia. a lot of you know Bali, but if you don't know about Lombok, its tenth time more beautiful than Bali and still a lot of places there still untouched.

I've been there for the second time now. I go to visit my brother who's working there. but it's actually also part of my homeland, when im in my mother's belly. lol. so, i am really excited. kinda..
if my work is done -____-

ever since, my father passed away. it just three of us. but, because of circumstances, we also drifted apart from each other. I'm staying only with my mom now. and since my little brother finished his national exam, he went home, and decided to go to visit my other brother.
if its not because of those circumstances, including my father's passed away, i thought maybe we would never grow up.

it is true, we lost someone very important to us. but in the desperate time, we have each other.

and Lombok, keep the story of my family last beautiful holiday together.
i'm gonna see him everywhere there! :)

Intro

starting this story, from the middle part. 

i always feel, writing would be nice to solve my hearts problem. but i am not a diligent person, which every writer should have, a discipline. luckily, i also always remembered to write every time i got trouble, and i got trouble every time. so, yea...

      i hope i can also write more often. 

as a medicine. 

i started -again- this blog with a name "sea wolf". why sea wolf.

first, i really like sea. that's the only place that could give me peace. i even have a perfume with the smell of it. 

       and i do feel like a wolf. my hand and mouth want to give cherish, but instead its howl, bite and scar. i always try to find a way to transfigure myself as a loving dog. but i already raised as a soft skinned wolf. 

so thats why i studied communication. so at least i could turn my howl to a more lovable sign.